My problems feel enormous lately. Something inside feels helpless and trapped. I used to think that any challenge I can rise up to because I have my soul intact. Now I feel like a zombie living my life with waves lashing at me at every direction. I long for release and relaxation. Everything is so tight and its so hard to breathe. So what's keeping me crazy?
1. no electricity
2. need quick money gain to pay off debts
3. work sucks big time
4. school pressure is on
5. always pressed with time
6. there is absolutely no way to go to the beach
7. badet has the flu
8. glen is having money issues
9. i'm running low on excuses why I should love myself
10. physical beauty attracts and i'm losing it
Right now I really need the punching bag...no matter how i tell myself that everything is cool, its not. Something is terribly wrong and im out of ideas how to face them. I feel so tired.
i love all my friends
Celtic Princess
Meme
Jar
Mistress Ice
Best
RoNa
Ligaya
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